Anticipation

1 Jul

What it must feel like to be a bride……….

Beach Bride

With a little over two months to go (eeeeek) I can’t wait. I am nervous and excited. Feel overwhelmed but happy. I am completely confused about what tasks should take priority in my life…stamps…emailing the cake man…paying bills. I make lists but I don’t follow them.  I read wedding blogs daily, I’m addicted. I have fallen in love with each and every bride I have seen. Each photo of a bride that is  posted reveals something else….I wonder what are they thinking…feeling? Excitement….fear….starvation? I imagine it is a frenzy of emotions that would be hard to put into words.

For my bridal prep I am now in full work-out mode – very boring. I would definitely rather be home with my fiance drinking wine and eating his delicious food. Instead I trek up and down hundreds if not thousands of stairs. It feels like thousands. And I am back to my six mile run on the beach :( I would put a happy face but the run has gotten so much harder, there are all these mini sand hills (no they are not dunes) on my trail.

Beauty regimens, workouts, dieting along with a full time job and my part-time job of planning a wedding whewh it is exhausting. BUT

I am trying to savor every moment. I only get this once. I want to take it all in, the exhaustion, the happiness, the hunger but mostly the anticipation. I can’t wait to wake-up on 9/11/10 -

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